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The Affair

It started as most do, just a friendship, with the occasional meeting and enjoying the company. Savouring those meetings, it wasn't long before I started to yearn for them and the need as I was kept up all night.

It slowly got hotter and hotter though, bubbling beneath the surface until the heat became intense and it was electric. Nobody noticed at first as usual, until I had to see and have you more and more, longing for the taste and heat of you. It wasn't long before I had to give in to my need and desire.

I don't regret a thing and this relationship is the best, I know I am more reliant on you than you will ever be on me. You're there for me when nobody else is, you pick me up when I'm down and give me strength.

I grow more and more in love with you and your toxicity every day, you keep me marching on... Caffeine

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