The World of Siân

It started as most do, just a friendship, with the occasional meeting and enjoying the company. Savouring those meetings, it wasn't long before I started to yearn for them and the need as I was kept up all night. It slowly got hotter and hotter though, bubbling beneath the surface until the heat became intense and it was electric. Nobody noticed at first as usual, until I had to see and have you more and more, longing for the taste and heat of you. It wasn't long before I had to give in to my need and desire. I don't regret a thing and this relationship is the best, I know I am more reliant on you than you will ever be on me. You're there for me when nobody else is, you pick me up when I'm down and give me strength. I grow more and more in love with you and your toxicity every day, you keep me marching on... Caffeine

Well hello everyone, its been way too long since I blogged. To say I have had my hands full is an understatement. Baby bucko arrived a day early thank goodness I was ready to pop.  We had a beautiful baby girl, we are very lucky she is generally very happy and is sleeping well.  She has been a little fractious with the current heat but is such a happy little thing. She has had one completely nightmare day and that was on my birthday (yeah thanks for that little one). We have had our first family holiday. We went to Bluestone in Pembrokeshire. I had been before with my friend but it has improved greatly since then with its facilities. The cottages are getting a little tired but apart from that fantastic. It is quite family orientated with lots of things for the children to do of all ages. We took Baby Bucko to baby sensory while we were there as she is used to going when we are home and she loved it here too and enjoyed having her dad there as well. Parenting is the hardest job in th